Heaven and Hell

I don't believe in God
this is blunt but this is true.
I did, once upon a time
but not anymore, after what I've been through.
But if you ask me if
I believe in heaven or hell.
I say yes, yes I do
and here is what I tell:

Heaven is a state of mine
you feel when life is right.
When nothing matters anymore
and you have no reason to fight.
When life isn't perfect
but you are still content
with everything that goes on in life
with whatever to you is sent.

But hell, like this, is a state of mind too
when everything is wrong.
When your soul seems to have rotten though
and life seems far too long.
When you wish you could go back and relive your life
and do everything in a different way.
When you don't believe in God anymore
that is hell, I say.